User blog:Itzz HotDog/Last 2 weeks....just zetsubō :S

As my blog title suggests my last 2 weeks were just terrible, i fell into deep depression because of all the school pressure :/// 4th year is living hell, i swear......and i fell into depression because of 1 particular test( correctional test that is)

Point is teacher is just idk........."evil" is the best word to describe her.......like 1st test is "normal" one, if you fail it you write correctional one which is 50x harder and you literally have to know almost whole book by heart....if you write with your own words, minus points

Now im not a bad student.......i wrote "normal" test 45%( which is still F, but teacher lowered the criteria so i got D), but then one schoolmate was like khhhm teacher why does he have D with 45%? and teacher was like because i made the criteria.....schoolmate didnt stop of course, he said idc its lower than 50%, whats under 50% isnt D ca mi( which means i dont care, something like that) ....teacher then said ok, you 4 that got D return tests.....we did and then someone asked what are you gonna do? and teacher said whaaat, i will give them Fs

So now thanks to that schoolmate i will have to write this "inhuman" test and im really really depressed, since if i fail it, next chance to correct it is near the end of school year(which is 24th May for me) and by then she gives even harder test with whole year's lessons :/// I really dont know what to do, i tried watching Smile! Pretty Cure, since its comedy season.....didnt work :(, i tried watching Go! Princess Pretty Cure episode 33, didnt work.....so im literally really really down right now :/

Also one more reason why im so depressed is if i fail this test, i wont be able to sign up to my final graduation exam( first termin - summer one).....and why im so worried about that test, addition reason, teacher herself said only 1-3% of people write it positive)