User blog:CureHibiki/Has CureHibiki Changed For The Worse?

When I first started out here, I was really inactive...I doubt you can believe that as I am here everyday now. But I can tell you this: I started out a lot like the new users as there was really nothing for me to do. Until...I encountered this user who kept being well..a troll and I took matters into my own hands as he kept coming to me. All thanks to that user, I became an admin -well I think so- and I got to deal with him in a more proper way but in a way that I still kept to how I would react in real life.

So as new admin, I wanted to be an admin that all users could come to for help. If they had any questions, I would be there to answer them the best I could. If they just wanted to talk about problems or random stuff, I'll also be there to talk to them. At first, I succeeded in being like that as that is how I am in real life. Plus, an admin is to be like a mother or father to their daughter or son -the users- as well as look after the house -the wiki-.

But this year...I started year 12, the final year of high school and I feel like I started becoming that unapproachable admin who no one likes. Here are some examples of why I think I am becoming like that: That, to be honest, is probably only the beginning of my list.
 * 1) I am undoing edits that don't need undoing because I am paranoid.
 * 2) Protecting pages because once again: I am paranoid.
 * 3) Making sure I only do this "huge thing" by myself as I want things to be laid out my way.
 * 4) Coming off rather rude.

So...what I want to know is...am I coming off like someone you don't want to speak too? Like I know...near the end of last year -I can't remember when I wrote this- I wrote a blog about how I wanted users to stop coming to talk to me about things that aren't related to Pretty Cure. Just to let you know, you can come to talk to me about anything now. Like, I don't want to be the center of attention, it's just that...like I said in that second paragraph, I wanted to be an admin users can depend on for anything and not shy away from asking anything because...I'm an admin and I'm coming off like that stereo typical admin to you guys.

So yeah...answer the question that is in bold and if you answer yes...list the reasons why. I want to try and improve on what you said I'm doing so I'm not coming off...horrible.

P.S. Walking On Sunshine and Shadowneko, I'm not saying you guys are those stereotypical admins. I just feel I'm coming off like other admins that I've come across on other wikis.