User blog:Itzz HotDog/Just why?

Title of my new blog is aimed at my schoolmates......specifically one guy

I'm kind of asking myself lately.......why am I good to schoolmates if all i get back is disrespect, yet i still help them. Like we had this "schoolmates explaining to others" class hour and i drew a graph for maths( not really best looking but i gave it my best shot) and i started explaining to 1 schoolmate who was interested in this( others were studying IP addresses, some were just lazying around). Then one guy who was lazying said all out loud "First learn to draw then explain"......when I heard that I didn't really feel good, but I said to myself meeeh who cares

Then today things got worse I'm afraid :// this same guy asked me during english lesson, across the whole classroom if I'm attending next lesson( which was oral examination and I'm guessing he wasn't studying)........I said of course. He then replied "You're an idiot", luckily english teacher then asked him if he's ok and that she doesn't know who's the bigger idiot here me or him

He said "Look at him, he's 23 and still hasn't completed middle school, idk who's the idiot...just saying"This really hurt me :(( but this doesn't end here

1 week ago this same guy was asking me to try lines 22 and 11( city bus lines) since I was "supposedly" going to come home faster than by using line 12........I decided to try this out today and what did I get?

He called me an idiot on the bus and when I asked him and another schoolmate to tell me all about those 2 bus lines( since it was my first time ever) he said "Do you have internet?".......I said yes, then he said ok check this out on the internet

After that, i heard perhaps the harshest thing...........when we arrived at line 11 station, he said to this other schoolmate  "Look I don't have time for this, and of course I don't have any time for idiots like him" i swear this hurt me the most

I think I'm nothing but an outsider in my class......I definitely feel like Shut in a way :///